Sunday, February 24, 2008

first month

The first month after I gave birth I had post-natal blues. I guess you could say I was depressed. I thought everything was too much to handle. Taking care of the baby 24-hours a day, trying to take care of hubby and the house. The fact that I had C-section didn't help. I longed for mamsy, for somebody to cook filipino food and help me take care of bubby. Hubby tried to help but we were both on adjustment period. It has been so long for him to be around a baby and it was my first time. I remember crying one day. I just had enough I felt like I couldn't take it anymore. That's when everything changed, for the better. Hubby and I compromised.
Bubby did good his first month though he was only at the 25 percentile lenght-wise when he was two weeks old. His pediatrician said it was normal. I guess because I am short, lol. All other aspects were excellent.

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